| | Things haven't really progressed at all. It's winter. Depression runs rampant. Still no jobs, not even an interview. I don't really consider being a front desk attendant at a hotel a job. Did I waste 4 years of my life and thousands of dollars going to college? You better believe it! My positivity wasn't ever really on the up and up, but it has truly dropped significantly. People are getting laid off around me, others are in fear of it. The U.S. stinks right now and so do I. Peace Corps and Dominican Republic are slowly being purged from my mind in order to keep my sanity. Every time Omega comes on my mp3 I feel like crying. I'm just one messed up person. I swear if I didn't have these loans holding me back I'd be off on my next crazy adventure somewhere. Why did I want to settle down again? Sheesh. I don't think I'm ever going to get myself together. At least I'll be starting some classes in February to break the monotony of the days. Here's hoping. |
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